Friday, June 19, 2009

Not funny today

I'm sorry, I know that this is supposed to be Funny Friday - but I don't feel like being funny. I wanna cry, I wanna throw things - this cold turkey stuff is (pardon the pun) for the birds. I have something that I'm supposed to do today, but honestly if I leave this place today I'm buying cigarettes - or dissolving into a puddle of tears. So, I'm going to clean house. I've got to clean the bathroom anyway - ants invaded on Wednesday and the apartment complex sent an exterminator - soooooo, I've got to clean the bathroom, scrub the countertop, etc.

Anyway, hope that Monday is better. Sheesh, forget Monday, I hope that tomorrow at work is better.

6 comments:

Brandy said...

Awww, hugs sweetie.

Rene said...

Oh, I feel for you. At least you will have a clean house.

Bebo said...

I know what that thing is that you're supposed to do today... but I will give you a reprieve since I really do understand what you're going thru.

While you're cleaning, throw a bucket of water on the patio & sweep away the ashes... that might help you feel better too. Only do it early & avoid the heat...

Love you. Hang in there...

Bailey Stewart said...

I can't even talk - I keep crying. I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin, and I haven't quite reached the two day mark - about 2 hours.

Susan said...

I hope your doing better today! It's a hard thing to do but I know you will manage to conquer those cigarettes.

Cousin Joan said...

Keep going Eve, you can do it!